No matter how hard you try to make the world a better place, someone will see the bad in that.

I try my hardest to move away from seeking validity but unfortunetely is part of human nature it just like an appendix (surgical removal) it there doing no good but good enough to make you sick.

Since i took an initiative to doing good (check my previous post) someone thought it was important for me to know that when you doing good for others, it is important that you do not dislay it in public, she even went as far qouting the bible to prove that fact. I absolutely agree with her but what sadden me was the sad reality that she did not see the good in what I was doing but immediately saw the bad characteristics(in her perspective) of what I was doing.

I took a deep breath and just told her that there is a reason for broadcasting my good deeds,I need help. She did not reliaze that I need help from other people, buying and making sandwiches all by myself is not easy. I hope to be sponsered with material, after all I am just a student from an avarage family with no bursary so you can imagine the struggle.I use my tithing money to buy most of the stuff for the good deeds intiative.

I wanted to explian all of this to her but I just told her I am broadcasting this to get help. I refused to explian myself though I wanted to so bad, I remembered that, those action will imply one thing and one thing only, I will be seeking validity.

I want you to acknowledge that if you want to change the world not everyone will be impressed or even look at things from your view. But do it anyway because after it all said and done, you only have yourself and yourself only to pick yourself up therefor stop seeking approval because you will lose who you are in that process.

Go and plant more good deeds and share them with me if you want on the comment section. I love stories that inspire and encourage good, even little thing such as that day you helped that old lady to carry her groceries.